Post by Nox Anarchy on May 16, 2015 9:31:04 GMT -5
(Complementing Music.)
Hello, I was Zombiefood, but I decided to no longer let even the dead step on me.
I was Drifter, but then I found my home. Its right here, with all these wonderful knights.
Now I am Nox, the Latin word for power and Italian world for either black or darkness.
I' had been secretly, or loudly, depending who you are suffering from depression for 10 years. This week I breached the surface. I had a horrible relationship but it made me strong, I decided to toss my shell and open up the curtain that closed my heart. I for so long wanted to hide in writing, experience real hugs. But since my finger get split(my fault.) from my master sword keychain I realiized that the blood I bleed marks me all the more powerful about what goes on in my life, I mean Come on, it's the sword of evil's bane, after all and I didn't die.
Throughout the Ten years I studied things that fascinated me. I stated the rank and system of hell and heaven. What floors, how they worked. I studied Buddism, I studied Norse mythology but more in a hardcore manner. Who wouldn't like to be a hero and have a lovely Valkyrie pluck them from the word and be able to drink from falls and fountains of wine, eat at never ending mead halls and even be able to fight in Ragnoroc?
I aa, filled with the ability to relate and understand. I am very empathertic, I have done studying to understand. Cancer....its a tought thing to talk about. I lost 14 people in my life since I left here so long ago, but because I loved the people here (Mama: Who is more a mom then my actual one.) and (Ryu: Who deeply understands my points and feelings. I can be complicated like I am naturally and...he kinda just knows my words. At times, more then my real one who groans, gets mad and yells because I over complicate stuff and it stresses me out.)
I frequently stood up against my father, bigger people. Likely 2x or 3x bigger then me. I know how to fight very very well. I was an instruction, so anyone want to know or learn how to fight to protect, protect, never harm let me know. But you always need to turn to words first.
Very easily confused and distracted ADHA. I am obsessive compulsive about new things or important things that catch my eyes.
I love to drink tea, listen to classical music and read books but I also love to rock out and go to concerts.
I know, tons here. BUT YOU CAN MAKE IT! TAKE A CHIP AND *HUFF HUFF HUFF* Eat it,
Ask questions and I'll feed tasty snacks to your learning brain, especially if they are deep questions about me or who I am.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.